Unusual isn't that Bad...

Unusual.
adj. something that is noticeably different from what is generally found or experienced.


My life is becoming a routine. Something that is done every single day. I feel that every day is just the same. Like there's no difference. Like I'm experiencing the same things always. Nothing remarkable is happening. Morning, I'll wake up, go to school. Evening, I'll go home, eat, then sleep. Then morning again, wake up, school. Evening will come again, go home, sleep..... and soooo on.. that's it. No distinction.


That is the reason why, in my opinion, I'm losing my focus on life. It becomes boring. Nakakasawa na. Because it feels like, one day will always be the same as the others. Every day will start and end okay. It's not that I don't want everything to be fine. It's just that, I want something unusual to happen for a change.

But don't get me wrong. I want something unusual, but unusual that is good. Something that will give excitement to my boring life right now. Something that could take me away from this routine I have. Something that is ,once and for all,special.



Ugh. I shouldn't be like this. .... tsk. tsk.

"Lord. I know that it is not right to ask for more than what you can give. That we should be contented on what we have. And I'm sorry. And I do love my life. I do appreciate everything and everyone around me. Really. There are just times,or days, like today, when I'm craving for a little difference. Something rare...... Is it too much if I'll ask for something extraordinary?"