Loving friends.

Finally.

I've opened up my latest problem-slash-worry to my two girlfriends. It's something that's been bugging me since Friday. But if I'm true to myself, it's been bugging me since after my birthday. Almost two months ago. Maybe for some, it's not that big of a deal. But for me, it is. Very. Today, it felt good that I have been able to tell my two girlfriends about this matter. They offered some advices. But the best part is that, they listened. Truly listened to my ranting about this particular person. I found some peace.. hehe.. and also some company. Some comfort in them.


I find it hard at first to open up with them. It's because our other friend is involved. I feel like if I tell them about this, they might think I'm bad, or paranoid for thinking that way. I don't know. There's just too many consequences ,running in my mind, that might happen if I tell them . Too many what-if's.

But nobody could blame me for thinking this way. Feeling this way. Acting this way. I'm no superhuman. I have feelings. I have instincts. It's just that sometimes, there's this voice inside of me that's saying "oh oh.... there...is... something wrong." And there are times that I can feel that there is really something wrong going on in here. I mean, you are one of my closest friends, why are you with him?

Okayy. I'm being cheesy again. This entry is supposed to be about my lovely friends. uhhh.

Anyway. I feel glad 'cause I have these friends of mine. We might not understand each other sometimes, but I think that's just part of it. I believe that with every problem, with every misunderstandings, we grow stronger.

This day, we even told each other that from now on, we'll try to be more open about everything. I think this could make our friendship last and grew more intact. And a lot stronger, of course.

A bit of advice I can share with you. Love your friends and be true to them. Because without them, our lives are, in some ways, incomplete.


"A true friend is someone you can trust with all your secrets."