Fun-filled Week.

Let's leave the frustrating past behind.
It was like, I am a new person again...

Last week was an amazing week. A happy week. I met a lot of people in a span of 7 days. It was great. Remember the decision that I was supposed to make? I think I did the right thing. I think I made the right decision. I really hope so.

Yeah. It was so fun.

I also met my new "prospect" last week. Time to forget that world-class jerk who doesn't even know ata that I exist. hahaha. So cheesy.
But anyway, this new prospect isn't that perfect. He's moody and unpredictable. When we saw him last Tuesday, he's super baet. Last Saturday, so-so. But last Monday,hmm... unapproachable. I wonder why. But of course, I don't know him that much. Maybe my friend and I are just being judgemental and we're reading too much between the lines. Hmm. You know, I like him but I don't want to do anything about it. Don't want to know more about him. Don't want to stalk him. I'm just contented that he knows me and I know him. :):) Much different than the last one.

Well. Last week, I also learned a lot of things. I learned that if you have your dreams, you have to do something about it. You cannot just sit here and wait for it to come to you. There'll come a time when you'll have to sacrifice some things, but you shouldn't worry about it especially if it can bring you closer to your dreams. Sometimes, we have to take the risks. If we do nothing, we can reach nothing.

It was also my friend's birthday last week. Start of another amazing year for her. The night of celebration was last Friday and it was sooo much fun. I went home late for the second time that week but I don't regret it. One of the nights that I'll remember forever. :)

Even though I went home late thrice that week, and I was so tired, and I was sleepless, I don't regret everything that happened. I don't regret going with my friends to Mega,or to DSWD. I don't regret staying in Shakey's until 10.30pm. Because I'm with my friends. And I know that every minute we spend together, brings us closer to each other.

Sooooo many things happened for the past seven days. All I can say is that, I enjoyed every minute of it.

NO REGRETS. :))

"Every day brings a chance for you to draw in a breath, kick off your shoes, and dance. "

--Oprah Winfrey

Taking risks..

Life is about taking chances.

Uhh. I really don't know what to do. I'm facing one of the hardest things to do in life.

Making the right decision....

Uhh. I decided to do it. I decided to join this business, with the help of my friend of course... But still, I'm afraid. Because I don't know how it will turn out.

I just hope that this is the right thing to do... that it is the right decision. That I'm doing what I am supposed to do.

Maybe I just have to believe and stop doubting about it. Have faith and trust in myself that in the end, maybe it is all for the best.

"You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you, how many moments of other peoples lives have we been in, we're we a part of someone's life when their dreams came true, or were we there when their dreams died. Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there, or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone else's life, and not even know it."

--Lucas Scott, OTH

I just read this voiceover done by Lucas Scott in One tree Hill. It was on Season 4, Episode 3.

We've been part of many people's lives. It's either a big part, being someone's family or close friend, or a small part, someone who just passes by in the background. Whether we like or not, we have a role to play in each of their lives. Especially to those people who are close to our hearts. We still doesn't know what roles are we going to have in the future. But for sure, each of us will have our own major parts to play in this life.

So don't ever think that you are "just" someone. Don't ever think that you have no importance. We're all very special creatures that was made to make this life worth living.

I got what I want... what now?

Understanding is the first step to acceptance,
and only with acceptance can there be recovery.
--Joanne Kathleen Rowling


Last night, I got the "unusual" thing that I've been asking for. I got the answer that I've been waiting for. And most of all, I got the truth.

Yeah, the truth.

Truth hurts sometimes, right? I don't know why this is. I don't know why we should be hurt just knowing the truth, when we could be happy and contented because at least we know what is really going on.

Ugh. Is it too soon? I got what I'm asking for in just a matter of days. And I don't know how am I supposed to feel.. I don't know what am I supposed to do. I should be thankful that I knew the truth before I suspect the worst, that I knew what's happening, from her. I don't know. I don't want to feel or think anything about it.

I know that she think that I should get mad at her. But I'm not. I'm not mad at her. Maybe I'm mad at him, but not with her. She's my friend before this happened, and she still is. That shouldn't change just because of these issues. I just felt like I'm quite betrayed. All this time I've been feeling guilty about it, because she is my friend and I've been accusing her of things which I do not have enough evidence. Also, all this time, she's lying to me. When I confronted her about it that same day that I saw them together, she said there was nothing. Then last night, she admitted that she began to like him because he is so nice to her. She knows how I really felt about him, she knows everything. She knows how much I like him, and she knows all the cheesy stuffs that I'm doing, and almost everything that happened between him and me,good or bad. So why?

But she said that she's already avoiding him, and he's also avoiding her. Is that enough?

Well in my opinion, if it's really meant to happen, we cannot do anything about it. We just can't. It's part of the plan. So if fate decides that they should be together, did I really have a choice? My only choice is to deal with it.

Actually, what I suspected before is very different from what I learned last night. I thought that he likes her. But never did I think, ever, that it is the other way around: she likes him.

But I understand. Because I have to.

No really. I understand. I understand that they're in the same building, that they somehow have the same interests, that they might see each other all the time, and that we can't avoid things like this from happening.

So.. what am I going to do?

Waiting is probably the answer. Waiting how it would all turn out. And I guess, accepting is a much better way of coping with it. While waiting, I should start understanding and accepting that things happen. We cannot go back and change it. If it's done, it's done. No turning back.

I should take it all in. And accept. Accept. Accept. Accept. And understand that she never meant for this to happen.

That's what I should do......

But you know what? I know now what I want to do.

I just want to erase this from my memory and forget about it. Forget that it ever happened. Forget everything.

An Updated Version of Me.

by KC Concepcion

I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An updated version of me

And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me

Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me...

Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...

'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had what you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...

**This is a song that I've been hearing on the radio almost everyday. But I've just appreciated it just now when I heard it a while ago... It's a nice song, I guess.** Ugh. Cheesy.

This or That?

Why do I have to choose between the two things that I want?

Joining in our international tour, or having that cellphone I've wanted since I saw it last summer... Ugh.. I don't know what to do.. Don't know what to decide..

Well. This is life. We always have to face the very hard process of decision making. Decisions are part of our life. We have to really, really think about it 'cause sometimes, we tend to make rush decisions and things would just end up badly.. And obviously, we don't want that to happen.

Now. I have to choose. I want to join the tour because of course, I want to know how does it feel to be in another country. And I also want to visit other places outside the Philippines. Traveling around the world is one of my goals, and I could start that now. But...... I understand that this tour is very expensive. And also, I think we won't be able to enjoy that much because our time is limited... because we have to strictly follow our itinerary.

But.... (again!).. I also want that Nokia phone....

I don't know why my father came up with this idea. He's obviously wishing that I'll go for that cellphone because it's much cheaper than the tour.. But why?

I'm greedy. I want to have both. But I'm sure as hell can't. I really have to choose.

Found a quote on the net by Henry David Thoreau. And it made me realized something.

Yeah, I have to choose. But whatever I decided to have on the end, I should be contented about it and have no regrets. I shouldn't ask for more than what my parents can give me. Maybe, it's all in God's plan that I shouldn't join that tour, or I shouldn't have that phone. We'll never know. So right now.. I'm going to really really think about it, weigh the pro's and con's..consider all the advantages and disadvantages.. and maybe, I'll be able to do the right thing. Remember:

That man is the richest whose pleasures are the cheapest.
--Henry David Thoreau

Well at least I have options. Either way, I win.. because I'll have something that I really want. :))

Always THINK, before you SPEAK..

Aaaaahh.

I said something I shouldn't have said....

"What are the problems/challenges that you want to overcome?"

"Uhm.. my friend.......... and someone I like.. "

"Your friend and...?"

"My friend and someone I like."


Zing! That's it. All out in the open. I can't take it back. And now.... I regret saying it. I even regret thinking about it. Why can't I get it out of my mind? Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Why can't I just throw these thoughts away and go on with my business?

Well. It's simply because I still can't believe it happened. I still can't accept one simple, frustrating fact : he likes my friend.... more than he likes me.

I might not have enough evidence to prove it. But I have these feelings... and I can feel it. It's like he wants to show it to me. Ugh. Can you at least hide it? Or at least, do not show your attraction to her when I'm around. And honestly,I don't want to see the two of you hanging around as if you've known each other for a long time.

Bitter?

Yeah, I guess I am. Because I'm just not ready yet. It'll take some time before I get over this because a friend of mine is involved. And it hurts even more... because it also feels like they're hiding something from me.. something big.. I guess.

This is an issue that's long been bugging me. Something that I didn't know if it should really be considered as a problem. It is something to overcome, yes. But is it really a problem?

Or maybe.... it is just a painful truth that I must learn to accept.

I should stop being a coward..

I should start facing reality...

Wake up!

Unusual isn't that Bad...

Unusual.
adj. something that is noticeably different from what is generally found or experienced.


My life is becoming a routine. Something that is done every single day. I feel that every day is just the same. Like there's no difference. Like I'm experiencing the same things always. Nothing remarkable is happening. Morning, I'll wake up, go to school. Evening, I'll go home, eat, then sleep. Then morning again, wake up, school. Evening will come again, go home, sleep..... and soooo on.. that's it. No distinction.


That is the reason why, in my opinion, I'm losing my focus on life. It becomes boring. Nakakasawa na. Because it feels like, one day will always be the same as the others. Every day will start and end okay. It's not that I don't want everything to be fine. It's just that, I want something unusual to happen for a change.

But don't get me wrong. I want something unusual, but unusual that is good. Something that will give excitement to my boring life right now. Something that could take me away from this routine I have. Something that is ,once and for all,special.



Ugh. I shouldn't be like this. .... tsk. tsk.

"Lord. I know that it is not right to ask for more than what you can give. That we should be contented on what we have. And I'm sorry. And I do love my life. I do appreciate everything and everyone around me. Really. There are just times,or days, like today, when I'm craving for a little difference. Something rare...... Is it too much if I'll ask for something extraordinary?"

Love Tank: As of now... Mine isn't full.... ?

Tonight, it's all about appreciating ourselves more. It's all about knowing our self-worth and valuing what we have. About being contented and believing in ourselves. Having faith that we can do everything we want. Believing that we can be everything we dreamed of being.

That's what we discussed in our Personality Development and Social Relations class. A course which is supposed to teach us everything about developing ourselves. From doing make-up's to proper manners and etiquette to boosting our self-confidence, so that someday, we'll turn out to be a fine young lady.

Well.

One of the main things that I remember was that our instructor keeps on telling us that we have to fill our love tanks first.
Meaning that before we learn to love or appreciate others, we must learn to love ourselves fully. We must appreciate first what we have and be contented about it. Because how could we give love to others when we do not have enough love for ourselves? Thanks to our teacher, I realized that now.. Well, its not that I don't know about these things.. it's just that now, i realized more that it is very important to fill my own love tank. Because as of now, i feel that it isn't that full. There are times when I'm feeling down, or even insecure. There are days when I don't feel good about myself. Bad days as I call it. But in my opinion, it's normal. We can't avoid feeling like that.

Right now, what I need,or have, to learn is how to value myself more. As in fully appreciate 'me'. Because I'm the only one who truly knows who the real me is. And there's no one else who can love me more than I'll be able to love myself. I think.

Ugh. I'm not making any sense...?

Fun Days will come.... in time.

Today is Sunday. And Sunday... is my only fun day.
It is the only time, or the only day where I'm at home and I'm free to do whatever I want. But of course, it still includes doing things for school like homeworks. ugh.

When will school end....?

I don't know. Sometimes, I feel like I'm going to school just for the sake of finishing my course and getting my diploma so that I could get into a great airline company someday.

I think, feeling like this is just normal. Except to those who like school and studying very much. There are just days like this when I want to give up and quit. But of course, I can't. Just for the sake of my parents, and for myself, I can't stop now. I cannot quit. Not when there's just almost 2 years left of school. After that, I'm free to go wherever I want and do things I haven't done before. I just have to wait and be patient.

It's not that I'm complaining. It's just that I want to work already. But I cannot work and reach my goals if I don't finish this. It's either I graduate and fulfill my dreams, or stop now and be happy because I'm free to do anything but regret it someday.

Be patient. I have to keep telling that to myself.
After all, it'll be all over in March 2011.

When this ends, when school ends, and when I graduate, everyday will always be a fun day. I'll make sure it will. :))

What I LOVE most about you...

We had this activity tonight where we are supposed to tell our friends what we like most about each other. It was a very nice activity because somehow we are quite assured that we are being a nice person to everyone, or at least to our friends. In my opinion, in a way, it helped us improved our self-esteem and help us appreciate ourselves more. We've been able to know our good qualities that other people like most. Through it, we can maintain these qualities, or if it's still possible, we can improve it and be the best friend they can have.


Well. I haven't been able to think about it. I wasn't prepared for this activity so I wasn't really able to tell my girlfriends about what I like most about them.


Icee. Potchi.
Hmm. What I like most about you is your sincerity and kindness. You are always the patient and forgiving one. You never lose patience on me. And I'm really thankful about it because I know I have these bad attitudes sometimes. Even though you are not always talking or saying what you feel, I know that you are always there for us. For me, for Earl, even for Avi. You are, for me, our "ate". The big sister. Because you're the most matured among the three of us. You always think before you speak, or act. You always give advices which really helps me believe in myself more, and have a stronger faith in GOD.

Earl. Bird.
haha. What I like most about you is the kid inside you. You are fun to be with because we had these 'weird' similarities. Like being an avid fan of David Archuleta and Kris Allen. hehe. I don't know. I just really like it when we are thinking about the same things we want to do. Or even the same dreams. The same plans. You know, things like that. I also like your generosity and willingness. Willingness to listen, willingness to help, to offer advices. And I don't know if you already knew about this one, but I'll say it anyway: you are a very sweet person. There are times when you did some things that really touched my heart. Especially two nights ago when you texted me about the things that involved you-know-who. hehe. I hope you got it right. Thanks for being one of the sweetest person whom I know, the one I can turn to all the time.

Avi. Avs.
What I like most about you is also your willingness to listen. It's like, when I was telling you something, or ranting about some stuff, I can feel that you're really listening. I can feel that you really want to understand me and want to offer some advices that could make me strengthen my faith in myself. And I loved you for doing it, 'cause in that way, I learned to appreciate more all the things about me.


So, that's what I love most about them.

I hope that I've been able to let these girls know how important they are for me. Without them, I think I'll never be the same.


"We must not love our friends for what they are, but love them for the angel they might be."

Best-Friends-For-Life ♥

"Though our communication wanes at times of absence, I'm aware of a strength that emanates in the background."

-- Claudette Renner


I saw my BFF's tonight. haha. It was soooo fun because we're still like before. Full of laughter (that's the mild way of describing it. :)) In truth, we are full of laughter because we still teases each other like before. It was like we're still in high school. Good thing none of us are 'pikon'. haha. But it was quite tocuhing because we all have so many things to do and to study, and yet, we still had the time to play the game that Jem has. That's what you can call "friends". We didn't mind that we all had these quizzes tomorrow, and plates to pass. All that matters is that, we are together. And we're having fun. :))

I was really glad that I saw them tonight. Because I really miss them. Talking with them on the phone or texting them is not enough. We seldom see each other because we have different schedules. Especially now that we are already in our third year at college, I know that we won't have enough time to be with each other always.

Well well. It's been what? 7 years? 6 years? Too long. First met them during our first year at high school. Year 2003 to be exact. Now, it's 2009 and we're still friends. We are still there for each other. Although we have different courses, and in the case of Cathy and Sydney, different schools, we still try to find time to see each other. The friendship is still there and still getting stronger by the minute.

I'm happy 'cause through all these years, they remain the most loving and fun and caring and SUPPORTIVE group of friends. They haven't change. Hmm. There might be some changes, but I think most of it are good naman. Maybe these changes even help us to be a better person than before. So, with change or without change, they will always be the circle of friends that I learned to love from the start.

"FRIENDS, we might not see each other everyday, but I know that in our hearts, we're always together. Love you all."

Loving friends.

Finally.

I've opened up my latest problem-slash-worry to my two girlfriends. It's something that's been bugging me since Friday. But if I'm true to myself, it's been bugging me since after my birthday. Almost two months ago. Maybe for some, it's not that big of a deal. But for me, it is. Very. Today, it felt good that I have been able to tell my two girlfriends about this matter. They offered some advices. But the best part is that, they listened. Truly listened to my ranting about this particular person. I found some peace.. hehe.. and also some company. Some comfort in them.


I find it hard at first to open up with them. It's because our other friend is involved. I feel like if I tell them about this, they might think I'm bad, or paranoid for thinking that way. I don't know. There's just too many consequences ,running in my mind, that might happen if I tell them . Too many what-if's.

But nobody could blame me for thinking this way. Feeling this way. Acting this way. I'm no superhuman. I have feelings. I have instincts. It's just that sometimes, there's this voice inside of me that's saying "oh oh.... there...is... something wrong." And there are times that I can feel that there is really something wrong going on in here. I mean, you are one of my closest friends, why are you with him?

Okayy. I'm being cheesy again. This entry is supposed to be about my lovely friends. uhhh.

Anyway. I feel glad 'cause I have these friends of mine. We might not understand each other sometimes, but I think that's just part of it. I believe that with every problem, with every misunderstandings, we grow stronger.

This day, we even told each other that from now on, we'll try to be more open about everything. I think this could make our friendship last and grew more intact. And a lot stronger, of course.

A bit of advice I can share with you. Love your friends and be true to them. Because without them, our lives are, in some ways, incomplete.


"A true friend is someone you can trust with all your secrets."

Wasn't born a leader.

In a moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing. The worst thing you can do is nothing.
--Theodore Roosevelt

This coming September, we are going to have our international tour for one of our major courses. Our class was particularly divided into different committees so that everybody could work and participate in the organization and preparation for this tour. I am in the Operations Committee which is in charge for the survey of the final destination, if everyone has their own passports, for the documentation of the tour, the pre-departure orientation and for the tour itself. Meaning, we have to make sure that the itinerary is being followed and we're on the right track. So, that's basically our job. And tonight, every committee held their own meeting. My friend was assigned as the operations committee head and I am her secretary. It was quite funny because I was never an active student. I mean, I don't like being involved in those kind of things because I know, people in there has lots to do. So I got the impression on myself that I couldn't do those things, like I couldn't, you know,lead. I wasn't born a leader. haha.

But now, I kind of change my mind. I even volunteered to be the secretary of the committee. Yeah I know, it's kind of a big responsibility, considering I'm also a working scholar rendering working hours at the library. But it seems like fun. I will be able to communicate or talk with those classmates of mine that I haven't had a nice talk before. I think I could also get a chance to get to know them better. That will be nice. It'll be quite a good experience.

Well, this is one of the major decisions I did today. I hope it is the "right" thing. Even if I fail or couldn't do my job properly, at least I tried. It would be better than doing nothing. Better than being the same old student who couldn't even express her opinions or suggestions for the class. At least now, I could help and participate for the good of everybody who's going to join this tour. And I'll try to do my best. :))

Simple Realizations.

If you want to do something, do it without doing.

It's a quote from Confucius that I learned in my philosophy class a couple of hours ago. It is not the exact quote but that is somehow the essence of it.
I like this particular class of mine. Philosophy. Logic. It's like learning so many different things and realizations that I haven't been thinking of before. There are this quotes from famous people that our professor asked us to explain from our own perspectives, and then after we tell her our explanations, she'll broaden it and make it more meaningful. So you see, I enjoy it very much 'cause there are so many things in this world that I still don't know. I'm still in my journey of discovering the beauty of life. Through this class, I'm able to say: "Yeah. That's right. I think I can apply that in my life. "

Back to the main topic.
I jotted it down 'cause I think it's something that I can apply or relate to, to something that happened to me lately. Our professor said that: if ever we're in pain, we should allow that particular pain to hurt us. It's like healing without healing yourself.
I think that what she meant is like letting everything happen. Letting everything fall into place. Sooner or later ,we'll be okay. If right now we're hurting, that particular pain will soon die, or else fade. It won't last for long. Even though I'm experiencing difficulties in my life or experiencing some heart aches, I know that there'll come a time that I will be able to forget it. Or withstand it. No matter how hurtful it is.

There's this another quote from Shakespeare that I've read on the book "Perfect" by Judith McNaught that says, life was a stage on which each man must play his part.

We have our own roles to play in our lives. We have our own purposes. We have our own goals to accomplish. Everything could turn out right if we could just let life lead us into our proper places. Sometimes, we just have to wait in the wings, and wait for our cue to step up on that stage and fulfill the parts that's meant for us.

All the heartaches, all the sorrows, all the pains that we experienced, or soon to feel will soon be gone after we let everything happen in its own time.

Big time gambling.

Waiting.

Waiting for something. Waiting for someone else. Waiting for something to happen. Waiting for someone else to come....
I don't know what I'm waiting for. I don't know why I'm still trap in this painful reality. I don't know why I'm still hanging in here waiting for him to realize everything.

I'm waiting for answers.
I'm waiting for an end.

No matter how many times I told everybody that this is the end, I can't seem to stop. It's like everytime he shows up, everytime I see him, there's this feeling I can't help but feel. Whether it's anger or admiration, it is always there. It was never gone.

The day I realized this should end, I was right about that. It should end. But I can't. I can't seem to let go of him. Trust me. If I could stop this, I really would. But right now, I just can't.

I know that there'll come a time in my life when I really have to forget him. A time when I really have to move on because I can't stay here forever. That time will come. But that time is not now.

I'm still hurt about what happened last summer. It's still bothering me. Everything is still bothering me. I want the answers to why he has acted that way, and to why he has changed... a lot. I want to know his real feelings.

I still can't get him out of my mind......
because I still care.

Yeah. I know. It's very stupid after everything that happened. I know it is wrong.
But you can't control your heart.
You like who you like. You love who you love. And that's it.

It's our life. We could choose how we want to live it.

This is how I want to live mine.

So what if I get hurt over and over again? What if it doesn't make a difference?

At least I tried. At least I never stop believing that this could work out just fine.


*sigh*
I'm taking a very big risk right now.
I'm not really sure how it would turn out.
I really don't know how I could cope with it if this ends badly.......
I'm not sure if trusting him is a very smart thing to do. But what else can I do?




All I know is that....


I'm still waiting for him.

A Simple Addiction. :))

"There's only ONE Tree Hill.." --Karen Roe, OTH

I started watching One Tree Hill last 2005. It was all because of Nathan and Haley. James Lafferty and Bethany Joy Galeotti in real life.

I was browsing the television for some tv programs that that'll interest me then I suddenly saw the commercial for one of their episodes. It was still season 2 at that time. It was this episode when Haley leaves Nathan for a rock tour to pursue her singing career. In the commercial, Haley and Nathan was shown sleeping together. Then suddenly, Haley faded and was gone. And that was what triggered me into watching this show. Then that was it. From then on, I became an avid One Tree Hill fan. :D

I'm a hopeless romantic person so I'm into these kind of stories. :))
Then I discovered that OTH is not only a love story. It was so full of lessons that you could apply in your life. They're showing different life experiences where people can relate to, then at the end of each episode, you'll realize things you haven't been thinking of before. Whether its a solution to a problem, or a simple explanation of life.

This show was also able to show me that true love exists. That true love could actually happen. Like what happened to Nathan and Haley. One day could just be an ordinary day. Then tomorrow, things could change. It could be a big time change. There might be a big twist in your lives that will lead you to that right person that's really meant for you. It might not start well, but if it's meant for you, it'll be for you. awww. I would like to find my own Nathan someday. :))

Hmm. I hope I'm making sense.
I'm sorry if I'm not. Its just that I missed watching One Tree Hill. :l :l

Today was a TWITTER day.

WEDNESDAYS are TWITTER days. :) :)
This day started great. Although our class starts at 7am, which most of us are not used to, we actually had fun. I had fun. My friends had fun. haha. We had our computer laboratory class today from 7am to 10am. Aside from learning other new things about computers,specifically Information Systems, we also had the opportunity to use the internet early at 7 in the morning and for free. yeah. it was really great. Although we can't open social networking sites like facebook or multiply, we had accessed Twitter! hahaha. We enjoyed it,really! It was like we're chatting without using yahoo messengers or live messengers (because also those 2 programs are not allowed on school computers). hehe. So I realized, that beginning this day, all our wednesdays would be our TWITTER days. Yehess! Agree friend? :)) I just hope that Kris Allen and David Archulata would tweet us back. :l:l My friend and I have been waiting for them to tweet us because we are their two very loyal fans. :))

Well today, I also decided to start this blog. I like blogging, but there are times when I was too lazy to update it. Sometimes, when I face the computer and start opening my other blog site, all my ideas for that day's blog was gone. It's just that I can't seem to think of what to write next. :l :l But now, I've also decided that I will update this blog regularly. I'll try to find a time for this. Just for the fun of it. :)