Change will come at the right time.

A more meaningful journal day 2.
Hi. Here I am again, trying to make my last few journal entries significant.

Well today is just another ordinary day in the office. Though we were asked to make an itinerary, info kits, and guest book for the guests on Saturday, it was just again, the same thing that we do everyday. It was already a routine. Our work is more like a routine, I think. Once you get used to the office, the same things are done most of the time: you answer phone calls, do the front lining, listen to complaints of those who are looking for the Quadricentennial merchandises, and etc. Everyday is like that. In Tagalog, nakakasawa na talaga minsan. I mean, if my life would be like this in the future, it'll be crazy. People need change. I NEED CHANGE. But I guess, before I can get that change that I want, the days in my life would be like this until the first week of March. Must learn how to be patient and wait for the right time.
If a person is not really 100 percent into whatever he/she is doing, he won't be happy and won't be able to give his/her best shot at work. I'm not saying that I'm not happy with my present practicum site. Don't get me wrong. I'm still thankful that I was able to attend special events and met some of the staffs, especially Trix because she is one hell of a friend. :) It's just that, this is not really what I want. I get used to the work, but there's really something more that I would like to do and want to be. But still, I know that I will learn a lot from this experience. And in some way, this would make a difference in my life.

I don't know if there's something wrong with me, but this certain person really gets on my nerves at time, especially these past few days. It was the very same person I was talking about yesterday. He is really an attention - seeker, to the max. As in. He keeps on using me/us in his jokes all of the time to get noticed. If I know, whatever he's saying that we are, he's talking about his freaking self. HAHA. I know, I'm being such a b**ch. But what the heck, he's really irritating. It's like I'm in my stay-away-from-me face while I'm talking to it. Too bad he just wasn't able to get it.

Anyhow, Trix and I went to the job fair as well. Passed my CVs at SMART, goKUMON, and NESTLE. Will I get the chance on those companies? Well, hopefully I will.

This is my day. Hope it makes sense.


"I wanted to live the life, a different life. I didn't want to go to the same place every day and see the same people and do the same job. I wanted interesting challenges. "

--Harrison Ford