LIFE
It's getting harder and harder. Specifically, the STUDYING part.I don't know what to do... I'm not much of a "masipag" person. Procrastination is still in me. Cramming is my expertise. How? How do you think will I be able to get on with this......
That's exactly how I feel right now. I'm really worried about the future. How am I going to do this. How am I going to start everything. What am I going to put there. I'm talking about our mandatory cultural tourism paper and the tourism research, of course. It's really hard, you know. At least for me. Because in this kind of situation, you really, really, really have to FOCUS. Put your whole self into it. Start an in-depth study of that topic. Read. Research. Write. THINK.
That's probably everything that I should do. But it's HARD. It's FREAKING HARD. I guess it's also because we haven't really started it yet. But I hope to God that we will be able to do this right. That we will all be able to make the right decisions all the time. That we'll all be patient and very, very, very understanding of each other. And that we'll have the strength to do everything.
It's part of life. Problems are part of life. because it is through problems that we are able learn. It is through problems that we are able to understand more.
Honestly... I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid of what the future has in store for me. Will I be the one that I'm thinking and dreaming of? Or will it be the opposite. Scary. If it's the opposite, it really scares me. But what if?
Haay.... Life will always be hard. It will always be our choice if we'll give up or fight the battle.
Anyway... it's all part of it. All of us will go through it. I guess we'll just have to continue and never stop believing.
There's a thing called faith, you know?
"Faith is believing when there's nothing else you can do."
we can do it girl..it's really difficult to make a stand especially when we are torn between our professor and co-author.too many decisions to make.and that we are easily influenced persuaded by their words whether we choose another co-author, retain our original topic, go back to the second one, or just forget about the co-author. i think it's just sort of a "panakot" of our professor so she can see if we really are ready for the work, gets? i guess she'll have mercy on us if we finished it successfully. and what the heck was that, that she have the power to reject a paper from her hardworking and stressed students. lol
ReplyDeleteBASTA, our job? DO OUR BEST! and one thing's for sure, WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT.